Mencari CINTA

Dengan menyebut nama Allah tuhan yang Maha Pemurah Maha Penyayang~

Assalamuaalikum warahmatullah wabarakatuh

This week is somewhat different from the previous weeks after semester reopened. This week I felt the time is longer..more tiring..because I need to pass up 2 assignments and one presentation,shared book experience, where I need to read a big book with intonation yang will make the reading intereseting for children from year one to year three..hehehe..

And the title of my big book is FARMER DUCK.Inside the book,there are cow,sheep and hens and of course a duck.So I'm expected to sound like sheep,cow,hen and duck..ter-moo..ter-baa..ter-cluck..Macam tym practise infront of my sister and a friend..okie ni..macam enjoying ni making those sounds..tapi when thinking of it now,malu jua tu ana..like..making those sounds..macam kanak2 and as a lazy farmer apa..in front of the whole class?maluuu eh..(when I was a kid,I always thought that I dunno how to act).Ani nda tahu cana..will do my berry2 best..lillahi taa'la..Tawakkal..If I wanna be a successful primary teacher(insyaAllah..ameen~)...This is just one of the ordeal that i need to go through..need to hilangkan malu and kabak2 tym bagi presentation atu..need to hilangkan stage fright atu jua..but yg hairannya nya my friend i looked confident kalau buat presentation..maybe luaran saja kali..di hati...kabak2 jua lah..huhuhu..jangan saja hairan karang I'll balik2 gusuk my dahi..(menahan malu)

Anyhoots..today decide untuk tidak memikirkan kerja2 universiti..I have one more work to pass up..due next saturday..buat mind map on a topic..kan liat how each topic in maths link together.And and..L&D test(learning and Development)..huhu..this tuesday..insyaAllah akan buat ASAP.enuogh of myself.

Back to current situation,And since I felt this week is longer, I felt my iman is in need of top up like urgently!.Alhamdulilah..eventhouggh busy,ada jua berjumpa/Terjumpa some of belahan hatiku so dapat recharge iman jua..just by seeing them.but I have my closest belahan hati everyday that keep on reminding me,ukhti MM.jazakillah ya ukhti.Really appreciate your company and syukran sal give me some of your strength..Alhamdulilah..:-D

Masa iman macam kan turun atu,ana bawa baca blog sisters yang maseh ana ingat,since their blog is easy or urlnya guna their name or Ive jotted down the url. habis diselungkar semua buku2.hehehe..and bawa baca iluvislam.com jua.And guess what I've found? I found a song yang buat ana terdiam and mengalirkan airmata..betapa kadang2 dalam kesibukan membuat kerja2 duniawi ani,kita terkadang terlupa untuk memuhasabahkan diri akan nikmat Allah berupa nikmat yang abundant atu. jangan tah jauh macam HIDAYAH and RAHMATNya yang maseh membiarkan kita hidup dalam keadaan islam..Alhamdulilah..Allahu Akhbar..Now I'm In love with this song..nama lagunya..mencari cinta..by saujana.Dengar the song repeatedly..nda dgr lagu lain..hhuhuhu..here's the song..hope antunna pun dapat rasa apa yang ana rasa..every senikatanya give a huge impact one me.like the first ayat pun dah macam kacut hati..sedih..bertemu Cinta TERagung
..cuba antunna tutup mata..n dengar with hatii..ke jantung ni lagu ah..


Bertemu cinta Teragung

Di dalam sujudku asyik menyanjung

Umpama pengembara di malam gelita

Tahu cintaNYA menerangi jiwa.



Sekian lama terbiar

Dalam belantara hidup nan liar

Di bukit ku tersepit

Di lembah terhina

Hidup yg pedih mengajar ku mencari cinta



Ku sangka teguh kiranya masih rapuh

Ku sangka mudah namun amat payah

Ku sedar semua pasti ada akhirnya

moga akhirku diselimut cinta

cinta agungNYA


Sekian lama

Diri terlalai

Kehidupan terabai

Akhirnya aku temui kadamaian abadi

hakikat iman:"iman itu bertambah dan berkurang".maka cubalah untuk sentiasa meningkatkan iman..jika kita rasa ia menurun..cepat2 naikkan iman itu..jangan biar ia menurun..

"Wahai Tuhan yang membolak balikan hati,teguhkanlah hati2 kami dalam keadaan islam(agamaMu)..dalam ketaatan beribadat kepadaMu..."

Ameen ya Rabbala alameen~

fiamanillah.

something to ponder:
"hiduplah seperti pengembara di dunia ini.Bawalah keperluan yang perlu sahaja sebelum tiba kehidupan yang hakiki..iaitu destinasi kita yang terakhir..namun tidak tahu adakah akhir kisah kita dalam kebahgiaan menerima syurgaNya..atau dalam keseksaan menerima azab nerakaNya.."

ps:I can't post the song here.This lappy nda mau masuk arah imeen.nyusut semacam ni..will try some other time guna my lappy okie?insyaAllah..sal now guna laptop my sis yang baru kena usai.laptop ani bekas nazak hari tu..huhuhu..alhamdulilah..mau ia baik..hehehe..;)